One month after Scratchy's death

Scratchy has been gone for one month today.  I am still emotional about her death.  I have specific images of her stuck in my mind of the process of her death.  If you don't know about Scratchy's death, please visit my previous posts about her.

Grieving for Scratchy One Week Later
Do Kittens Go To Heaven

I am still angry that we lost her and I still sometimes think there might have been something else we could have done to save her.  That was not the case but I guess I am just wishing it were.  There is no cure for hemophilia.

The entire thing was just so sudden and drastic that I did not have time to comprehend what was going on.  It is still difficult to talk about her.  I like to remember the good times with her.  We have her picture on our table right inside the front door and another frame with 3 pictures of her hanging on the wall.  I don't want to forget her.

I don't regret putting her down.  I still believe that was the right decision.  I just wish she didn't have this in the first place.  The important thing is that she had a loving home and kitty friends for her short time on earth.